oh the way He loves me.
it's incredible.
life, despite being very routine and busy for now, is taking my breath away. He just pours so much love into every breath I take and its so amazing.

i don't think i've ever been more thankful for ryan.
what an amazing bestfriend i have.

god is so freaking huge. like it for real takes my breath away. i can't believe we get to spend forever and ever in his arms telling him how great he is...

something is lacking
my heart is longing
my soul is discontent

i'm begging for change.
and new wind, and new season.

i'm probably going to regret feeling that

I'm so excited about a lot of stuff.
Anniversary on sunday
florida in 6 days
thanksgiving soon
then exams (i relaly am kinda excited about them)
then christmas
and then everything changes

as is usual

but i'm so excited

ever feel like you've spent do much time DOING things to try to figure things out that you feel like you've been doing everything wrong by trying to do anything in the first place?

On a similar note, ryan is probably the best friend i could ever ask for outside of Him.


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This semester is hard; exhausting. but its neat how every time i fall and stumble into the traps of stress and worry and anxiety my Best friend comes in and reminds me i'm his and that He's in control, and that he's already got every single step planned, i just have to fix my eyes on him and start walking ( Read more... )

sometimes it just excited me knowing that next summer i won't have to worry about any of this stupid america drama... for 10 weeks.
AMAZING! i'm excited!

its been so long, my livejournal ( Read more... )