it's been obvious to me for some time now that i've exited with damage heavier than i would have imagined, cracks wider than i'm ready to deal with ( Read more... )

there's something about bare tree branches against a dimly lit nighttime sky, it's fucking magic ( Read more... )

The web design job is easy, but I'm not getting as many hours as I'd like. So, I just got a 2nd job working at a hotel. For a job in which I'm expected to wear a tie, the pay is laughable. But it's money, and money pays bills and life just seems easier when bills are paid ( Read more... )

my life is spiralling into madness. i don't know who to talk to about it.

Wow, I just got an email requesting a phone interview for a web designer position I applied for a few months ago. The pay is pretty good and it's a virtual position so I'd be working from home. They like my portfolio and my skill set so this phone interview seems like the final step to getting the position. If this works out it would be great... ( Read more... )

Cristal and Bryan took me out for my birthday last night, it was a really amazing time. We went to a hookah bar in Alexandria, then stopped at Murphy's irish pub in Old Town for a round of red headed sluts, and then back to Cristal's place where we devasted several bottles of wine and revelled in our pirate sainthood ( Read more... )

Last night should have been a really amazing time with some friends in Northeast DC. It turned out to end very badly and some really hurtful things were said, and in addition some potential new friendships were cut short. Just sort of reinforces this feeling of loneliness I've been dealing with since moving back.... not loneliness in the sense of ( Read more... )

Man... this song really reminds me of the beginning, when things were so amazing and pure between us. I listened to this song a lot back then. I do miss him. Fucked up as things got, I really do miss him. It's hard to turn off a year.

Alright I had the weirdest fucking dream and now that I think about it, it's really funny ( Read more... )

Why oh why does my mom insist on starting discussions on morality, abortion, and xianity with me? She always ends up in tears and then expects me to apologize for actually applying logic and common sense to my beliefs ( Read more... )