i have spent my time in the darkness. i open the exit door almost 30 years old, with the consequences of many bad decisions imprinted on me like tattoos. but i also open the door with wisdom i didn't have less than a year ago ( Read more... )

maybe we had too much to drink that night ( Read more... )

he gave me a quick look inside
and an album of fotographs flashed inside my mind/
tender moments
long hours
his eyes
and
that smile

i felt sick for awhile

he asked if i would wait for him

more than anything
i wanted to say yes

don't ask questions that you don't really want to know the answer to.

Starting up my web design business again.

I hope this will be a turning point for me; 2007 has been a difficult year. I am optimistic.

sometimes ( Read more... )

we're better at being friends than we ever were at being lovers. after all we've been thru, i'm happy to still have gerson in my life

so i guess i have the flu, i spent the latter half of yesterday feeling utterly miserable. i get the flu about once every 4 years, i think i picked it up from someone in the smithsonian during the debate on wednesday (there was a lot of coughing and nose-blowing going on). today my throat is raw + very sore, although i feel much better today than ( Read more... )

one of the reasons i love cristal so much is because, despite how shitty our lives get, we always laugh a lot when we hang out. there's a lot of comfort in that ( Read more... )

when i fall asleep listening to music, and a song makes its way into the scenario of one of my dreams, i wake up feeling a very strong, permanent attachment to the song

it has always been this way