this has been the longest self thought out process ever, but it's all been worth it ( Read more... )

who i am pretending?

i love how every story goes back to you, how every memory goes back to you, how everything is about you.
this isn't over yet.
i just can't come to terms with it all, what the fuck is wrong with me?
hopefully this dream will be over shortly and i can pinch myself back to reality.

I FEEL AS IF I HAVE SO MUCH ON MY PLATE; so much left unsaid ( Read more... )

I feel like I keep lying to myself, hoping that if I keep telling myself i'll be okay that eventually i'll really start believing that. Some days are a lot better than some, some days are a whole lot worse. I don't feel like these feelings will ever fade, it's to the point that I don't even know how to carry myself or my feelings towards you ( Read more... )

There comes a time when we stop loving someone, not because
they also stopped loving us, but because we've found that they'd be happier if we let go.

so it's been around three months now since we broke up, it's taken me this long to finally understand that this is how things are supposed to be. i lost a lot along the way, but i've gained even more ( Read more... )

I'm pretty tired of holding on to something that is never going to work out in my favor; it's pretty much a lost cost. You've been my crutch for so long and I don't know how to stand on my own two feet anymore. It's sad honestly, mostly because i've never been one to depend on others to help me stand, i've always stood my own ground. Things aren't ( Read more... )

so now i'm at this cross road and i don't know where this road is taking me, i'm not going to lie; its by far the scariest thing ever. i don't know what's going to happen with us. i know what i want to happen with us but that's obviously not going to happen..ever. i'm just doing the best i can and taking it one day at a time. i take it as it comes ( Read more... )

so where to even start: it's been about three weeks since you broke up with me. i still can't believe you've already found someone new. this has by far been the hardest thing i have ever had to do, but i know it's not the end of the world even though some days it feels that way to me. each day is a working progress for me, but i know eventually i' ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm drowning in ice water ( Read more... )

i can't fucking sleep and i really need to ( Read more... )