I have done nothing absolutely all day. No human contact. I am bored out of my mind and am pissing myself off. My mom came home, but instead of staying home, she went for a run, as usual. I watched 'the hours' today. did not really care for it. i mean, how am i supposed to believe that these people are crazy and depressed, when i am moreso than ( Read more... )

I hate it that i make people frusterate, and i seem to do it a lot. I am also not a very perceptive person. i need to work on that a lot. i think that is why people become frusterated with me. Maybe if i got my head out of my ass i would become more perceptive.

People say that they care about me and such. And their words travel to my ears and i hear them, boy do i hear them loud and clear. But too bad my heart doesn't have ear drums. i hear them and i want to believe what they say, but i can't. instead all i can think is that i am useless and all i do is complicate their lives. their words just bounce off ( Read more... )

I feel like a goon. I feel like a giant goon for deciding to make one of these. Pssssh. I do not know what to write. I do not think i possibly like the idea of people being able to read my thoughts via interweb. People do not want to/care to know what i am thinking. And if they think they do, they will quickly find out that they shouldn't have ( Read more... )