I hate morning sickness. It always gets the best of me ( Read more... )

This baby wants out right now. I can't even go to sleep because it's having a little fit down there. It's always when Matt comes near me too. I think he doesn't like him. ;] Jk. I don't know. I think it knows that his father is there. 1 more month. I'm excited. I've been going through a lot of changes, sometimes I'm just depressed and then other ( Read more... )

I don't know. But I just felt the need to update. I went to the doctor yesterday, everything is fine. ;] I wouldn't know what I would do if Matthew wasn't around. I know the other day he was saying that it was 6 months ago when we broke up... That seems so long ago... and I remember how everything was then. I mean, how could I not remember. I loved ( Read more... )

Wow. I'm gonna try and make this an update ( Read more... )

I'm seriously thinking about giving up as well. This just aren't the way they used to be, hence, my not being around anymore. I know I spoke to some of you about why I'm not around as much. And why I think things aren't the same anymore. But that's just how I see it ( Read more... )

When I stepped into the door, I didn't really know what to expect... okay yeah I did, but nobody was really there. I missed being around here. I missed everything about being back in Cali. No matter where I go, California is always going to be my home ( Read more... )

I'm in LA, It was my doctors appointment to find out what I was having. Everything seemed to be going so slow today. Either that, or it was just me. I'll be 4 months soon. It's going to fast... but anyway, back to what I was saying. I went by myself. These past couple of days, all I wanted was to be alone. The doctor said that I'm doing good, and ( Read more... )

Oh my god... I was just going through my journal... Just reading old entries... And I can't believe that I'm not around as much now. I feel really bad. So bad that I felt this pain in my chest, and I just wanted to cry. I've been a bitch lately. I haven't been around because of stupid reasons. Of my jealousy towards certain people. That's basically ( Read more... )

My updating sucks, I know this.

I'm still in New York, just hanging around. I have been going to my appointments and stuff. Everything is fine.

I don't know what to update about anymore. ;[

I think I am going to go call Meredith now.

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Hmm... I talk a lot.

I'm online now, for those who care.

LJ DanielleRaabe

People were telling me to come around often. So... I think I should.