i sort of want to get this tattooed on my body:

My life is like a stroll upon the beach,
As near the ocean's edge as I can go.

i'm sure i won't. but maybe. my homeboy thoreau said it.

today is the first day of mike, ali and i's fast. we are doing ten days, as opposed to the original plan of 15 or so days. mike and i decided to do a longer fast at a later date, and i have decided that the later date will be sometime in spring, probably mid to late spring, when most animals are fasting. thus far i do not feel hungry, though i know ( Read more... )

so after mike and i move into the new apartment we have decided to do a fast. whenever i bring this up to people the responses i receive are general shock, or "that is such a horrible idea." BUT IT'S NOT. i think people forget that human beings have been fasting forever, as a means of spiritual growth, health purposes, etc. it's not dangerous ( Read more... )

i was in a bad mood

it's really either amazing or fucking bullshit the friendships or any types of relationships we forge. and how they find their ways in our lives and fucking stick around or leave that shit. and it's bullshit, because i've forged so many, and there are so many people i'd love to fucking call right now and just talk to, but couldn't because they ( Read more... )

i'm loopy as hell right now. which is funny because it's 8:30 am and i'm sitting in the computer lab. i've moved back into my old house, which is, let's face it, a pretty sketchy place. if any of you are trying to move out slash need a house mate, hit this girl up, 3014423221. and my mom is selling the house since she doesn't live in it anymore. ( Read more... )

so i've started this entry at one twelve in the am (have you heard that kryptonite song? amazing!) and i'm at eden's house with these people, my friends actually, most of them at least and they are all on acid. i can't sleep anymore. i'm pretty bad at eating too. i stay up and read read read. i haven't gotten my period in a really long time (don't ( Read more... )

I'm solely updating because I told Franky I would. And Caitlin and Lauren. <3 ( Read more... )

Holy f ing Christ. I hate this fammillllllly. They drive me so fucking insane! You know I'm serious because I don't even say the F word! Hate, it's not even exaggerated. It would be super if I could emancipate myself or stay somewhere else. Both of which I can't do. My throat hurts solely from screaming. Not even speaking, not saying anything, just ( Read more... )

Today I drove to practice with Matt. We're leaving the parking lot and Rob love taps him. So Matt gets out of the car and starts to chase Rob (who is still in his car). Rob is backing up and Marissa is driving out of the parking lot. Matt stops running and tries to stop him, but Rob was going way to fast and hit Marissa's jeep. I'm convinced that ( Read more... )