Things have been okay, but not the best ever. I mean, things start to look up and then go down hill all over again. I love my friends, I truly do. But at times they just don't understand something. Not only has it been ups and downs with them it's been that way with guys ( Read more... )

I'm so over everything that has to do with her ( Read more... )

&& It all starts over again. She has a new guy...again. Let's see how long it's going to last this time. Oh, && already he's bought her a phone...yeah go figure. I say give it a couple weeks && it will already be over. She only talks to me when she's drunk too. I guess I'm not good enough for her when there's a guy. I'm really getting tired of it ( Read more... )

So maybe I should grow some balls && just ask him myself, but I don't want to. I really don't feel like being rejected. Esp, by someone that I actually like && like being around. I'm just trying to protect myself. && I don't know. I feel like if I complain on myspace it isn't going to do any good. I mean, I've made a post about how I wish he would ( Read more... )

So, me && Ledo...I don't even know what it is. He liked me...&& now I just don't even know. For once, I actually started to have some feelings for someone && it seems like he just doesn't care. I'm scared to ask him. There are times when things seem perfect && then other times he can be such an ass. Right now, I feel like I'm wasting my time on him ( Read more... )

Mmkay so I went out with the ladies this weekend. Yep, that's right. I didn't sit around wasting my time on someone else. Anyways...Whit, Ash, & Kla were soooo much fun! We rocked out in the car. We even danced in the car. We all passed around a strawberry cigar. It was just a pimp weekend ( Read more... )

Even though she knows about the whole situation and how I'm feeling it hasn't changed a thing. The one night we could have hung out noooo, she had to go to dinner with Mr. Loser. Why, because the fag broke up with her and then was like "OMG, I'm a fag and I should ask her to dinner to talk things out and try to get her back!" Like any other loser ( Read more... )

I'm like a lost puppy with nowhere to go. I don't know what to do with myself. She's my other half and it's been almost three weeks since we've actually done something together. I'm not even on the back burner. It's like she left me in a dark closet and forgot that she put me there ( Read more... )

I don't know what to do anymore. She's driving me completely insane. It goes from one guy to the next. I just don't understand how people can do that. To just give their heart to everyone that they meet. I'm at the point that I just don't care and I don't want anything to do with her ( Read more... )

Yeah I was reading old journal entries and it was like the good times happend just months ago. Like, I was reading one about the Gov's Cup 2 seasons ago and it was like awww such good times! Like the part of Don wanting a sign that said 'Hey #5, I'm pregnant!' and now he's gone and not on the team and it's so heartbreaking. And all the times about ( Read more... )