"i write you texts all day that i never send"

fuck you.

my new job is awesome. everyone is pretty nice...and i just drink a lot of coffee all day long. oh and i talk on the phone to people who are considering bankruptcy. i also have my own little cubical with brand new computer ( Read more... )

I cannot count the number of times that I have started to write something in here and then just deleted it cause in reality I don't want anyone to know my personal life.

my birthday was so fun. after a long day at school i came home to find gary looking so handsome in a button down shirt and a tie. he took me to a fancy latin restaraunt. we even took a cab...talk about going all out. afterwards we all went to lindseys house for my birthday party. she prepared a feast with cupcakes and all that. people sang to me. i ( Read more... )

happy birthday to me...

and fuck all of you.

JUSTKIDDING!

Saturday night was the most awful night I've had in a very long time. Looking back at it makes cry, but I get embarrassed so I burry my head in his neck like I just need a big hug. It's was blur of emotions. I've been not only a bad girlfriend but a bad best friend to someone very close to me for months. How do I fix this? I'm going to do ( Read more... )

im drinking whiskey and smoking a camel light. my cat just bit my leg and my sewing machine is broken.

i hate today.

jobless, broke.
class started just as soon as they ended.
i'm applying for jobs on craigslist where i get paid 18 dollars an hour. am i worth that?

anyway, new bikes for him and her. check it.


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the cutest boy ever...except in the last picture, he looks like a gremlin.
and the 3rd picture i look like i'm trying to break his neck...but whatever.


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my alcohol fuels my hate, which fuels my anger, which fuels my physical pain the next morning.

i hate everyone right now, except jess white and pika

"mirror mirror on the wall
show me where the bombs will fall"