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In case I can't get online while I'm out there. I'll talk to you all in a week ( Read more... )

I have more time now. I think I'll post more. It's supposed to be used when convenient for me anyway. I don't even have anything to say. I could go on about the tping experience and getting chased after skinny dipping with the preppy girl from Ida that I work with... before I had anything to drink. Or should I talk about boy troubles ( Read more... )

Life is a balance of holding on and letting goI've been trying to hold on, but you won't let me. Repeatedly, you push me away. I don't want to go. I can't go. You are the one I need to hold on to. I know it. It's so much better for me that way. It's time for me to let go of everything else. That is the balance. Yes, I'll be making sacrifices, but I ( Read more... )

I'm doing something stupid. I know it. It's hurting me, but I can't stop myself.

Spaghetti Zombies ( Read more... )

... only now I wish I hadn't. I really do want to go. I really can't afford it. I'm giving myself a week to decide. I guess it's my fault for thinking I wouldn't have to worry about anything while in Texas. I was going to try to ignore my current problems and just focus on having fun with my baby, Payton, do a lot of sunning with my mom, bonding ( Read more... )

The birthday message from Whiteboy last night:

Midnight. I heard my phone alarm going off. Checked it to find the message...
Happy Birthday Baby. I love you!

The wonderful messages I woke up to... SaraHSidE 85 (1:15:17 AM): HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANIELLEY!!:-D:-D:-D:-D I LOVE AND MISS YOU AND CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU AGAIN!:-D ( Read more... )

I'm working 50 hours this week. If you want me, chances are I'll be at the Bluestreak. Except for Tuesday, of course, when I celebrate 5 months with Whiteboy *^_^*

I miss everybody. LJ just makes me sad anymore.