I tear my heart open, I sow myself shut
weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

- Papa Roach, Scars

Because people stick their noses' where it isn't wanted I'm making this bitch...

♥ FRIENDS ONLY ♥

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I woke up extremely late tims morning probably because I didnt go to sleep until about 3:30ish. But I got to work on time *yesss* unlike some people *cough*cough* Daniel Ryan Everts *cough*cough* :-P But he and I had a blast at work. Totally found out that the rink monitor that was hitting on me quit, l o v e l y huh? But thats okay theres a ( Read more... )

Kristie Jolie Beaudoin is sincerely one of my best friends, and probably the most loyal friend i have, and even tho she thinks she has screwed things up royaly with everyone I know that everything will be fine with her. And even though she thinks she is selfish the truth of the matter is right now she has the best intentions of anyone i know. I ( Read more... )

So I think It's time for an entry, even though I updated Wednesday at like 1 in the morning.

Last night I tried and tried to sleep earlier, but it didnt fly too well. Earlier I was looking at Jenn's LJ and I was reading her old entries and she had wrote something about our lockdown in Mid September... here's what she wrote word for word...

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I had a pretty fucking bad night ( Read more... )

My imediate family was driving me CRAZY yesterday since about 2 o'clock. I argued with them of course because what they said was SHIT, but it didn't work. Whatever sometimes I can't believe they are my family, and/or the way they act. But we had a BBQ because my family is like old fashioned like that, lol ( Read more... )

Daddy decided that he will not move me 2,000 miles away right before my junior year, he said that he knows I would prolly be upset and he couldnt do that to me. So therefore, no matter what happens I will be staying here; no telling where I will be living, but it will be around here ( Read more... )

I hate it when bad things happen, I really just want something good to happen. I hate being dissappointed, I wish I wouldn't be dissappointed today, but I know I will be, that's just what happens. I'm not going to go into detail about what I'm talking about - well at least not yet because one way or another something bad is going to happen; its ( Read more... )

Last night I had a 3 hour much needed talk with Kirsten =) And I have officially started the longest continued not I will ever send anyone, lol.

I have been on for well, awhile and I have been thinking, some girls are the most retarted creatures I have ever met, SRSLY like okay example: My brother Brandon and this girl liked eachother, and ( Read more... )

I think the subject describes what Is exactly on my mind. I'm not even going to get into it to get myself upset- mad/crying. Just to let you know; some of you have hurt my feelings.

Im going to sleep now, Im out.