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i made a new livejournal!
http://yourblackluck.livejournal.com
looking back on 99% of these entries,
HOLY SHIT I WAS DEPRESSING, i don't know why
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& I swear to god, I've found myself in the end.
livejournal is boring.
no more of all this complaining.
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So we don't care if we get dirty; we ain't here for cleanliness.
It's official; I'm a failure. For school that is. Because of my absences, my school called & said I failed for this semester. Even the classes that I had an A+ in don't even matter anymore. I'm getting plenty of doctor's notes so hopefully they'll excuse everything. Whatever, I really don't even care that much. Raaahhh ( Read more... ) -
No longer living, just a shell of what I dreamed.
I had a fun weekend up until now, basically. On Friday, Sami met up with me in Hyannis & took the bus home with me. We went to the mall with Adrie & Jaybzzz after that. I hung out with various people at the mall including Sarah who I never hang out with outside of school anymore, so it was a good night. Sami slept over after that & I killed the ( Read more... ) -
Here comes the man with a fistful of pills so you can kill with no remorse.
Friday night I hung out at the commons with Adrie, Jehs, Lisa, & Max. Then I slept over Adrie's & we went to candy mountain. Yeah, about that... (;
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Yeah I'm a selfish bastard, but at least I'm not alone.
I don't know what to do. I think I'm technically lying. I don't want to let anyone down. But seriously, I think I'm going insane. (: Whatever decision I make, I'll end up complaining about the same old shit like, a week from now. Nothing ever works out as planned, and I'm started to get really annoyed. Cool.
One problem solved. I really do need to ( Read more... ) -
A revolution has begun today for me inside; the ultimate defense is to pretend.
This weekend was fun for the most part. Friday was probably one of the worst possible days during school. My first lunch-lock-up sucked & I had a pretty bad headache throughout the entire day. After school things improved; Marissa & Jessika picked me up at the commons. We went to the mall for a little while then went to Sammie's for the nice dinner ( Read more... ) -
Start again with a brand new name.
I can't help but to think about how different everything is now than to how it was a year ago. Even a few months ago, everything was different. It's overwhelming. In a way, I miss how things were. But I'm starting to enjoy life now more & more & appreciate it more. Either I'm getting over some stupid things, maturing, or just realizing that the ( Read more... ) -
I want to take you far away from the cynics in this town.
This weekend was pretty crazy. Jehs & Kelsea slept over Friday night. Yeah, interesting night. I went to the mall with Adrie last night & then slept over her house. Another interesting, but fun night. Today I went straight to Marissa's house after Adrie's & went off cape with her ( Read more... ) -
In your mind, through your eyes, do you see? It's the fantasy.
I went to the concert with Marissa, & it was amazing. We got at the Avalon at about 1 pm. We stood out there in the pouring, wind driven rain for 4 or more hours. It was worth it though, we were almost in the very front of the line. While waiting we met some nice people who we befriended & hung out with the rest of the night. We also saw Matt ( Read more... )