the pain is disappearing, with peace replacing.
tears no longer fall, only laughter remains.
every time you go, you take some of it with you.
making it easier to breath.
to live.
confusion is fading.
life is taking place.
for the first time.

i wish i didn't love him so much.
so it didn't hurt so bad.

he has only been gone for a few hours.
and i miss him so much.

i want him to come home and take me to the beautiful.

my life is about to change.

probably forever.

people say some pretty ridiculous things to keep you around.
i'm smarter than that.

people who say some pretty ridiculous things to keep you around.
i'm smarter than that.

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welp..........
oh, well.

i just watched something new.
made me wanna fall in love with him all over again.

things to do tomorrow:
get nails done
tan
finish laundry
fall in love with justin mikita, all over again.

piece of cake.

it has been a while since i have written on this thing...

i'm gonna start up again.
soon.

i'm back.