wow i just looked at posts from up to over a year ago. i was so happy. me and sheila were so in love. everything was amazing and perfect. now everything just sucks. i want it to all end and get better. i want her to want and love me again. i want to be back in venice.

too bad we hardly ever get wat we want.

I need to move on
Find a new life
You hurt me so much
It’s just not right
To put myself through this
To be so dependent
I need to become my own person
And take care of myself
Maybe then I’ll be fine…

Probably not

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just got back from ny

i wanna go back

life here sucks

florida sucks

everything is great up there

is was nice to get away from life and reality for a week

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so yeah i'm back to my "never happy" mood ( Read more... )

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i'm finished with high school.

done.

i never have to go to another high school class again.

so why am i not excited?

why am i scared?

and dread the future?

Mono sucks! mono sucks! mono really really sucks ( Read more... )