Found the login to this account. A small nudge got me to finally admit that I should probably chronicle my thoughts in a place like this, rather than gushing on Telegram. The "Saved Messages" part helped for a bit but it's not enough. Restarting the LiveJournal seems as good an idea as any.

For starters, let's get some sleep and make an effort to do ( Read more... )

So that's what an intervention feels like.

I lost a very close friend yesterday.  Goodbye Ben, I will miss you terribly. 

Enik is awesome and I'm not just saying that because he's a fellow furry.  He "gets it" so to speak.  The rest of my coworkers, well.... There's a serious communication gap going on here.  I'm not privileged enough to be a part of the KM groupme, and I think they tend to forget that.  See the example below where I don't even know what my schedule ( Read more... )

This on GroupMe:

6:47pm


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Fri, 10:48am


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I want to write this down real fast while I'm still upset and still understand how I'm feeling ( Read more... )

I know I've been very cold this weekend. I know I'm interpreting everything wrong and I'm taking offense to things that are just being said jokingly. They're just trying to be lighthearted and I'm being a huge killjoy with how serious I'm taking things ( Read more... )

I'm gonna make this entry public even though I'm about to reference a private entry I made 6 days ago.  Long story short I got stoned and had a rather introspective self-discovery type of thing ( Read more... )

This post is more for me personally, just trying to remind myself of why exactly today sucked so badly because I'm sure I'll forget the details in the future if I don't write it down now ( Read more... )