I used to be anorexic. My dress size has nearly (actually has for some garments) doubled in 4 years. I feel fat, ugly, and overall disgusting. I often wish I was thinner, and prettier. The only thing I have in my life is my guy of almost 3 and a half years. Without him, I might spiral back into depression. He doesn't know. I don't want to put that on his shoulders.
i have a crush on this guy at work who is like 30 something I AINT AFRAID TO ADMIT THAT lolz?:AS?ASF? okay, it's not really a crush he does smell real nice though
I'm a terrible friend. Sometimes I worry that I'm really just selfish and completely self-centred. The two people I love most in the world hate me. I'm not really self-centred. I'm just lazy. I don't have the impetus to do anythine, ever. No sense of urgency. I feel guilty, but then I just go to sleep.
I wish I had the energy to be everything everyone wants me to be.
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I used to be anorexic.
My dress size has nearly (actually has for some garments) doubled in 4 years.
I feel fat, ugly, and overall disgusting. I often wish I was thinner, and prettier. The only thing I have in my life is my guy of almost 3 and a half years. Without him, I might spiral back into depression. He doesn't know. I don't want to put that on his shoulders.
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I AINT AFRAID TO ADMIT THAT
lolz?:AS?ASF?
okay, it's not really a crush
he does smell real nice though
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I'm not really self-centred. I'm just lazy. I don't have the impetus to do anythine, ever. No sense of urgency.
I feel guilty, but then I just go to sleep.
I wish I had the energy to be everything everyone wants me to be.
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the one whom i want the most (my ex) is inaccessible due to a mutual agreement to move on, due to the difficulty of romance over distance.
the one whom wants me the most and would do anything for me, i hardly have feelings for anymore.
i don't lie, but i don't tell the whole truth.
advice?
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