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Hello Old Friend... We Meet Again...
It's been what? 3 years since I've bothered to write in this? I'm not surprised. I somehow only remember that I have this only when I really need to vent and I have no one to vent to. Question is, where do I start ( Read more... ) -
It's been awhile....
2 years ago, I forgot about this journal. Mostly because I had nothing to really post about. Lately I've got allot to talk about, but I just don't see the use. Everything I say seems to come out like a complaint, and when I think about it, it just seems like I'm whining most of the time. To be honest with you, my life just sucks at the moment ( Read more... ) -
Where's My Fairytale Ending?
I don't get it. Honestly I don't. I should be happy, but I'm not. Instead I'm at home, doing nothing, except driving myself nuts trying to figure out something for me to do. I've got people telling me I don't want to do anything without a certain someone, and I've got that certain someone that acts like she doesn't want me around half the time ( Read more... ) -
My Life...
My life. What can I say about it right now other than it sucks. No one understands what I'm feeling, no one can understand how frustrated I am, and no one seems to even give a damn about how low down shitty I feel right now ( Read more... ) -
Trials And Tribulations...
Yesh. That's me. It feels like everything in my life right now is nothing but a huge trial basis. I've been struggling to save money for years on end, and it doesn't work, I'm working my ass off between two stores, and I can't get paid enough, and to top it all off, I've got no money saved for the wedding. I can't stand it anymore ( Read more... ) -
If Nothing Else Matters, Then Let This Be The One
If anything, I hope that this is the one. I prey to any deity that will hear me to not let me screw this up. I truely love this girl, and I'm always afraid that I'll do something wrong to loose her. It always seems that I keep doing things wrong, and it just stresses me out. I'm not sure of what to do anymore. I can't relax at home, I can't relax ( Read more... ) -
I'M GETTING MARRIED IN A YEAR AND A HALF!
Yes! Me! So, why am I so nervous about it? -
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Ok. Seriously. This is irritating ( Read more... ) -
Concert
I went to my first concert! It was kind of cool, although I didn't like the idea of sitting on the ground. It was fun going with Chelsea, Eriq and Kadian, it was nice spending time with Chelsea on my birthday. Even Jenna and Jasmine from the Queen K store was there. That was cool also. Got to see Pennywise, Hot Hot Heat, and Hoobastank ( Read more... ) -
Yeah...
Ok. Usually I don't bother posting here, but I didn't want to have my journal seem empty. There's not much that anyone needs to know about me, but just know that I'm a part of a LJ group called Desert Mayhem. If anyone wants to join, just click here ( Read more... )