What's my age again?

 i guess i have myself to blame for my own disappointments. i am my own disappointment so i shall solve that by myself before anything else 

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 im losing my ability to speak 

slowly slowly

i know i should be relaxed cause im only 18 years old but all the things that im really bad at handling are rushing and running through my mind creating this huge massive colossal thunderstorm almost every single day 

i wish i was at coachella right now  

 Paramore was fucking awesome heh sorry if hurt anyone beside me.  hated fainting girls. but still an awesome awesome gig. mindblowing, going crazy like that. 

relief? i guess but admissions are going to be shitty part 

 really annoyed with my hair. feel like cutting it really  really short

 sorry i run. i am runner. i want things simple.