Man, I didn't do my taxes that long ago, and I got my fedral check yesterday. How sweet is that! LOL

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Hope you all had a good celebration for the beheading of St. Valentine. Or, rather the comercialized version of this holiday that is over run by Halmark. Gah.... silly lovie dovie people with their false Ideals of what romance and love is ( Read more... )

It doesn't matter what I say, think or feel. I need the space. If I don't do this... nothing will get better. I'm going to take a couple days, maybe a week even. So if you don't hear from me, well, that's why. I may be out with my other friends, and not you ( Read more... )

You pretend, and that's pathetic. You are fake, false, and wrong. If you don't like something, or something makes you mad, say so. Don't just bitch under your breath ( Read more... )

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So, I was all set to be pissed off at myself and not go to dinner today... when Brandon calls me. He couldn't sleep. He thought I was mad at him - I can understand why, I only hung up on him practically.... but just so he couldn't hear me crying really - but I wasn't I was mad at my self ( Read more... )

I HAVE GOT TO BE THE WORST PERSON ON THE FACE OF THIS PLANET. I DON'T KNOW WHY ANYONE WOULD WANT TO SPEND MORE THAN 10 MINUTES WITH ME, LET ALONE 5 MONTHS. I'M NOT WORTH THE FUSS.... I'M NOT WORTH ANY OF IT ALL. GET IT OVER WITH... LEAVE ME BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE! GET OUT! GET OUT!

I'm sorry... I'm sorry I ever threatened. I don't mean it. It felt like it was the only thing I had left to do. But I don't mean it now. I'm sorry I ever thought it. I can't believe that it crossed my mind. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Oh yeah, and I'm sorry ( Read more... )

I think that about sums everything all up. That's how I'm feeling right now. I don't know why - well I do - because you didn't do anything wrong. You let everything be in the open with what you felt.... and I ran face first into a wall, turned around and denied that it happened ( Read more... )