So, I said it... Then I imidiately took it back. I told him... it finally just came out. But then, I said "I didn't mean that... I'm sorry ( Read more... )

I don't really update too much anymore. My life isn't really exciting enough to talk about really. I don't know, I do things, but none of you guys need to, nor do you want to know about what goes on. It's all personal things.

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Brandon is the greatest guy ever! He took me shopping yesterday and bought me clothes. I don't think I even have to pay him back. He bought me a shirt, shoes, and Nylons. I love my new clothes. Thanks Baby! God, I can't believe he did that ( Read more... )

So, I poured my heart out last night. In a letter I know, but still it's the only way that I seem to be able to make myself talk to him. I can't stand that I can't just come out and say things. I wish I could. And it's not just him, it's other people too. I can't say anything to anyone, sometimes it's hard to even say things out loud when I ( Read more... )

Today, it was pretty uneventful. I did happen to go and see Brandon this morning. I crawled into bed with him. That was fun. I'm thinking maybe of going again tomorrow morning, before work. But that would require waking him up earlier than he normally gets up. Because I would have to be at work at 10:30. So maybe I shouldn't. I am not going ( Read more... )

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I had fun last night, I really did. Despite the fact that I fell asleep on Brandon, I still had fun. It was nice to just cuddle up next to him. I think he and I will have to have just one day where that's all we do. Lay in bed and cuddle. I miss that stuff. I miss him! I miss my baby!

God, I have a wonderful boyfriend. He has to be the greatest guy that I have ever dated. And yes, we do fight - and quite often too - but that's not the point. He treats me with the greastest respect, and I love it. It's so refreshing to know that I have someone in my life who actually cares about me so much, that he respects me at the same ( Read more... )

Yeah, so I'm at home, and it's only 2:48 in the afternoon. They had nothing for me to do at work, and I didn't want to just be there. In the way, so I came home. But what ever you know. So I'm just sitting here bored as hell ( Read more... )