Well, it's been a long time since I wrote in this...everytime I try and get into it, it says it can't connect with the server. Weird. Friday night I went out with Chad...and saw The Score. That movie was pretty kewl. I was supposed to see it the day it came out with jackass Sean but I decided not to because he wanted to go golfing and I wanted Dan ( Read more... )

Blah blah blah. It's been a long damn time since I wrote in this now hasn't it? I went to write in it the other night after I spent a couple hours at Chris' grave but it said that it couldn't connect to the server. I was kinda pissed cuz I was thinkin about Chris and I needed to run it and make me feel better. I've gotten into a couple of serious ( Read more... )

Hmmm...well. I talked to Dan a few times today so far and things aren't so good with him. The cops came early this morning and took his guns and knives. :-\ And his mom said she was giving him up for her boyfriend...which I think is REALLY shitty. I've been crying on and off all day cuz I feel so bad for him, and a couple other friends of mine... ( Read more... )

Over the past month I've come to learn a lot about myself... and how I am. My life is a circle of problems that don't really exist, magnified by my own paranoia. Everything that goes wrong can be prevented as long as I don't think about it. I hate my mind now. It's whats fucking me up...always has been...but I have just learned all of this. And it' ( Read more... )

Nothing else matters...except Dan. :*( Yesterday was fucking shit. I wish we could just erase it and then everything would be peachy again. Dan also had a bad night...he got into an actual fist fight with his mom's boyfriend and was holding a 12 gauge ready to shoot him if he came back. I had to try and reason with him and talk him into putting the ( Read more... )

Why do you do the things you do? Why do you say the things you say? Fuck shit up. Why does it have to be this way ( Read more... )

Oi. I just woke up and my throat hurts. Dono why but it does. Last night I was watchin the video of Seriously Miztakn and I started cryin. God I miss those guyz. It made me realize just how much I hate Huron and Ann Arbor...and how much I wanna be at Wayne with all my friends. It's way kewl that they let me be their manager though. :-) But I miss ( Read more... )

The world is full of anger and hatred. Why can't people just open their eyes and ears and realize that there is no stronger of the species. This survival-of-the-fittest bullshit has gone to hell, becaues everybody's so close-minded they are now too weak to understand what life really is. Why can't people enjoy life while they still have it? Because ( Read more... )

I am now not unemployed...everyone clap! Lol. Steveo is a big meanie pants...he killed Santa Claus and now I haven't got anyone to give me presents...how mean. No crackers for you. And no crackers for you either Dan because YOU AGREED with Steveo when you were supposed to be on my side! Hmmmph. Um, I do believe I am going to take my ass out to ( Read more... )

I just got back from Niagara Falls...got stuck in Windsor for OVER an hour and a half because the fuckin bridge was all cluster fucked, so we decided to take the tunnel and that was even cluster fucked worse! Lol, when in doubt with the bridge...cancel the doubt and forget about the fucking tunnel. But yea, Niagara Falls was a whole lot more fun ( Read more... )