I hate my self. I’m fat and lazy, I watch too much tv, play too many video games. Sometimes I think I should just run away with my bow and live off the land. But I have kids and a wife. I just don’t know what to do anymore. I hate my self.

I am at the end of my rope. I hate cars. I thought buying a newer car would mean I was done getting down and dirty. But my brake line seems to have went.

What a miserable day. I didn't get enough sleep, when I drink I feel like I never get enough sleep. Which in turn makes me cranky. Being a parent and being cranky isn't fair to the kids. The day was long and the house never got cleaned. Heidi isn't too happy with me at the moment. To be honest though I don't blame her. I have always felt i have ( Read more... )

I know no one reads this anymore. But I feel the need to write. Life has been crazy, like most people I have had my share of ups and downs. It's amazing how after so many years I still struggle with things from my past. People I once knew and loved seem like such a distant memory. Ones I thought would be friends till the end now just a shadow ( Read more... )

every been so depressed that you don't know what to do?
does anyone still read this?
I could use someone to talk to

First off let me say yuck I miss my ergonomic keyboard, this strait keyboard shit sucks. But its such a cool keyboard i couldn't resist ( Read more... )

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Zombie Master.

You scored 70% survivability and 64% kickass-ability!

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this is my baby ast 18 weeks and 4 days

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well hello my children ( Read more... )