although i dont have my PHD yet i have accuratly diagnosed myself.

its called ADHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHD.
trust me.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

"what ails you?", asked the swine.

"i seem to be missing a friend...", the mouse sadly replied.

 i dont understand many things
i dont know why some things are done.
things that wouldnt have been
under any other circumstance.

but theres nothing you can do
after the fact.
theres nothing you can do
but hope....for the best.

as im told...
"expect the worst and you will never be let down".

give me a reason
to fall in love
take my hand
and lets dance
give me a reason
to make me smile
cause i think i forgot how

i wanna fall asleep
with you tonight
i wanna know that i am safe
when you hold me tight
i wanna feel how i wanna feel forever.

" i want so badly to believe
that there is truth
that love is real
and i want life 
in every word
to the extent that its absurd."

"good night, good night!
parting is such sweet sorrow."

blaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.

boooo.

just hangin out!!

up at six a.m.
work till one
running
doc's
oil change.

then who knows....

call mee.

oh yea . . . i got a job at starbucks in hingham. im pretty damn excited.

maybe with my new money i can go crazy. literally.

p.s.  i start tommorow at 2pm so be there to make fun of me.

*i feel like i have all these ideas and plans to carry out and everyone is just too lame to do it all with me.
i feel like im always the "planner".
its a

i really need some sleeeep.