Have I told you I am getting married? I am getting married. I haven't used this livejournal kebob in a very long time, and I don't know why. Oh. There may be a few reasons ( Read more... )

It's gotten pretty empty here. For awhile there, I had reason to try to forget everything. Lately, though... well, god damn. I've been remembering everything. And blaming myself for ever little part of it ( Read more... )

Here we are. We have a new place to live, a cat and a shitty job ( Read more... )

depressives, unite!

My 2011 ended with a fight. Me realizing things have to change. Some back to the way before I moved here, some things just need to get better. The fight was over something stupid. I was angry because John showed up REALLY late to pick me up from work. Too late to actually go anywhere and so late that we didn't kiss at midnight. When we got home, I ( Read more... )

What did you do in 2011 that you'd never done before ( Read more... )

Merry Christmas! I am currently drinking wine and clementine flavored Izze together, which SHOULD be disgusting, but it's not. It's fucking amazing ( Read more... )

Nothing is great and nothing is ever perfect. But, I think you all are okay.

Anyway, um.... I've been kind of angry about some pretty un-simple things lately. But, it's okay. I don't think I can talk about it. It's just too complicated ( Read more... )

A fucking chocolate cupcake. With white frosting. Don't know why.
Some pumpkin soup (which I will start calling magic curry soup as it cures all my sads.)
a cuddle buddy
for work to suck less and to be better at it, so that people will not keep looking at me like I'm doing such a miserable job.
my damn bookstore money already saved and ready to