i feel trapped in a world of twirls and winds ( Read more... )

i know what i did isn't right, but i feel that its the only thing i could do. i know i have messed up royaly, but still, time heals all wounds. i'm scared that i might have made the biggest mistake of my life. maybe i did and maybe i didn't. i'm not really sure, but i know things in life happen for a reason. i can only pray for the best and hope ( Read more... )

sometimes in life, there comes a time when you have to put aside what makes you happy, to please another. being able to do this is true love. sometimes people do things you don't necessarily agree with, but yet again you put your feelings aside to please another. unfortunately, life works that way. you are constantly miserable and pleasing another ( Read more... )

So I feel like a mess right now. I don't know why, but I am. Everything is just going a little crazy, and I'm wanting to start fresh. I wanna erase my past and start with a clean slate. I know its hard and close to impossible, but I wanna do it. I feel like it might be the best. I'm gonna put aside all my problems and everything I've experienced ( Read more... )

I've tried so hard to be nice and make it so that no one ever feels awkward when I'm around, but it feels as though its blowing up in my face. Why? I thought that's the idea of having friends. Does everyone have to be so stubborn? Will there ever be a time when we will all get along? Is it possible for people to put the past where it belongs, IN ( Read more... )

so last night i went to cereal bowl with my baby and suzy! man we had fun. talking, eating cereal then mcdonald's, smoking and laughing for no reason. i didn't realize how much i miss things like that until last night. i love my baby AND suzy! the coolest people ever! cereal bowl again soon!

so life is pretty hectic. school is whatever, work is not very exciting, but my relationship is going great. thank god! it's the ONLY successful and satisfying relationship i've had in almost 2 years. glad it's with her. so alot of things have been going my way lately. i just got a new job, my classes are all easier now, my job is giving me more ( Read more... )

so i know what i did was wrong. it has to be the biggest mistake of my life. i said things i shouldn't have to one person and they were hurtful to another. i don't know what i was thinking, but i have only one regret in life, and that is saying the things i said. the person i hurt is more than just a friend. she's my best friend, my life, my heart ( Read more... )

ever had something you can't let go of? well i do. i had a dream last night. it was a little too real. i know it's just a dream, but some part of it is real. why can't people let go of things that now have no meaning to them? is it because they still mean something to them? why can't we just throw away the past like i'm gonna throw this dream away ( Read more... )

there's this girl who has my heart. although she broke it to pieces, she still has it. i know right now she's hurting because i kind of wanna try to see if something works between a girl that i met and i. honestly, i'm sorry. but the more i think about it, the less I have to be sorry. we broke up for all the wrong reasons. she didn't give our ( Read more... )