Dying would probably take less effort than Life...

It's Hard Constantly Fighting Back Tears.

It seems everyday gets harder than the next to keep the sanity and will to live. IMYT are the letters I see everyday in my mynd burning a hole in my soul.

can't stand life, my wishes of falling asleep and not wakin up are not comin tru. man i feel like shit think i got a cold from being out without a jacket maybe i got sars yeah that would be cool

Why don't any of my wishes of goin to sleep and not wakin up come true I can't stand the way things are goin but there ain't shit I kan do about it I know that you have a seceret journal prolly talkin about how shitty I am I just want life to end. I feel like crap think I got a cough from being out without a jacket maybe I have sars yeah that ( Read more... )

It's been a while since I've seen you smile, And just for you I'd walk a thousand miles. Can't stand the wyld phyre you put in my heart, I should've know when I felt that spark, put it in park then neutral, but the head games you're playin are sayin that the feelin's ain't mutual, it's unusual the way you do the things you do to me inside and out ( Read more... )

Mi wurld is phalinc hupart fasstur then i can bear to watch my shitty stereo is stolen my window is stuck down on my car my cars tags are bad my car runs like shit former girlfriend that sed kuldent si living hur lyfe without mi has mooved out this is all good thymes. I si a denvur mattress commercial that sez get a better nites sleep on a denvur ( Read more... )

Still Kali Dreemin, Greens got me schemin a plan a plot to smoke pot get phuct up till my lungs blow up. Pass the pipe and capn Mo this is the type of life I live though. I maybe hard on the eyes but yo it's hard to despise a crazy motha phuka with these kalifonia highs, good thymes with the bong not for long with this song go but I got the iron ( Read more... )

The phyre still burns the intensity greater now than before the blunts the daze blend black outs occur too frequent incoherent thoughts Lifed by this puzzle I live the end is not hear yet, but probably not to far the alcohol is slowly kicking in thinking of taking another dive I have had this song on repeat for the last half hour can't get it or ( Read more... )

Lucid be the dreams of late, the lonliness I feel turns love into hate for myself and the length of tyme I have been alive. The joy ride is over the next day you're sober and the rest of the world continues as it did before, everyone fighting and scrapping for the fame galore. Once more I look to you for the answers I turn to ask you for some help ( Read more... )