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I called in sick today for the first time since I got my job. I can't believe I regave myself that freaking plauge again. This time it's worse though. Instead of lying around all day like I should have I went to a medic training with Kendra. I don't think I will ever actually be a medic but I think I would like to be a medics buddy and assist ( Read more... )

So I didn't get a scholarship at PSU. I don't know what is going to happen now. If I'm not good enough for them will I really be able to compete in the real world and pay my bills? If I don't sing I don't know what I'll do. I really hope I didn't just waste the last three years of my life. This week has really sucked. I felt so good about ( Read more... )

i am so sick of life right now. sick of working so much, sick of school, sick of never having time for myself. sick of people treating me like i'm disposable. i don't understand how people can just ignore someone they are supposed to care about. what's sad is it's not just one person it's quite a few. why am i never worth anything to anyone

I just had the best date of my life!! I'm not going to get too excited but it was great. He asked me out again woo! If nothing else I've gotten a really good date under my belt. The first one in a long time. He's Indian and really interesting and easy to talk to!! Yay!

Yay my apts. clean!!! I'm feeling better thank goodnes. It's so nice to come home from work and see my clean living room. It's funny how rearranging your furniture can make everything feel better:)

Having the worst cold ever and debilitating Cramps = puking, not being able to smell or taste, coughing, unfortunate sneezing events and crying out for God's mercy. Gotta love being human. At least it happened now so I have time to recover before my audition and performances. I miss my friends. I need to make time for them more. Whit, Lex, ( Read more... )

I hope I'm just really tired and burnt out and not getting sick. I'm sooo tired. I've got stuff I want to do this weekend and being sick is not one of them. So I'm taking the day off and skipping my lesson and the gym because my mommy told me to, hehe. Things are good though, I've made a packt with myself that I'm going to have more fun instead ( Read more... )

There were Klingons at work today, Klingons!!! There were also a few officers from the Enterprise. People kept asking where the Star Trek exibit was and I was all we don't have one those guys just like to play dress up I guess. It was awesome. I finished my training today, yay! I gave all my stupid speeches and didn't throw up so that was good ( Read more... )

Guess who is the winner of the Old Chicago Rock Paper Scissors tournament? That's right me bitches, it's me.

Hung out with bro jo, the lexitron sammer and others tonight. It was maaaauvolouse!