有时候友情真的很神奇。十几年的老朋友，虽然这几年没有见到几次面，还是如以往这么了解我。

听我唱了几首歌，感叹道：“你现在好像还处在一个很痛苦的阶段”。

刹那间，我愣住了。

的确。这几个礼拜我的心好像自由落体，跌到了谷底。

找不到一点点抓住回忆尾巴的理由，眼下的只有忘记和放下。

放下，是为了再度拿起。我早该放下的，偏偏放不开，一直在死胡同里打转，在这深渊迷宫里找不到出路。

终于，你狠心又慈悲的放过了我。

那几天你音讯全无，让我痛心疾首。但也让我痛定思痛，斩断所有情丝。

我以这篇散文祭奠这爱错的遗憾，这所托非人的情怀。 

Ever since I read up on personal finance, I had always thought that the HDB that my family stayed in for the past 18 years is obviously too expensive for my parents' income level. They had over leveraged, using proceeds from the old flat for the down payment as well as the money in my mum's CPF. As my dad was always self employed, he did not have ( Read more... )

突然收到许久不见的朋友的请帖，心里百感交集。似愁非愁，似喜非喜。当然，好朋友能找到好归宿让人开心，一方面即想到似乎已好几年没联络，而两人真正坐下来促膝谈心应该已经是十年前。往事历历在目，仿佛昨日发生，但已事过境迁，恍如隔世。 当年信誓旦旦，承诺每年六月要办一次聚会，十年来应该只聚了两三次吧 ( Read more... )

是时候离开了。

曾经以为我会一直在这个乐团，就算毕业后也会以校友身份回来，直到不需要我的贡献为止。我其实很想留下，却怎知我其实早已离开。

学生的身份忽然变得好遥远。虽然不过才毕业半年，却已和故人形同陌路。曾一起背负相同梦想的伙伴现在已然同床异梦，一代新人换旧人，我也被遗忘了。团体里有新血注入是好事，有年轻的一代挑起大梁，组织才能蓬勃发展下去。就算我曾经如何是其中的灵魂人物，改朝换代后又有谁会记得当年鞠躬尽瘁的老臣们？

我在国大华乐团里找到了“家”。如今我也必须离开了，和在我之前无数的学长姐们一样，时候到了就必须离开。这或许冥冥中的安排，是自然的规律。不必惋惜，不必伤心。这次我只是真的“毕业”了。

I was reading through the essays I've written this semester, and this is undoubtedly my favourite of the pack. Written for a Chinese music appreciation mod which I don't want to write it module name down to prevent people coming from Google ( Read more... )

For the past one month or so, because my dad's hospitalised, I am driving his van. And frankly, its really enjoyable to be able to drive where ever and whenever. The empowerment from having a vehicle makes me understand why some people yearn to own a car. Apart from a small accident, this month has been a safe month on road. I feel that I improved ( Read more... )

Yesterday was a memorable one. It was a victory, on so many levels. I am honoured and happy to undertake this task as President for nusco, and all the more proud to receive an unanimous mandate. I sincerely hope that I won't disappoint and will work hard to fulfill my plans ( Read more... )

This birthday had symbolic meaning to me. To spare you the details, I can only say that it was a futile wait. I can only say, its really time to move on. Looking back, it is my fault. Nvm, still plenty of time left in the year or my life to right all these wrongs. In two weeks time, I will be able to right a wrong I did last year. Stand up from ( Read more... )

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I really hate birthdays. Why do we need a day where we can do a reality check and see how popular we really are? That's the reason I don't like birthday. I remember this day 5 years ago, I really felt lonely. Even though I was in school with hundred of people, no one even bothers or cares. I also remember this day 3 years ago, I was outside ( Read more... )

haha i am really a dog. got my bone tonight.

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