Oh my word! I can't believe I've been using LJ for 8 years now! How crazy is that!?

I'M ENGAGED I'M ENGAGED I'M ENGAGED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

I am so so so happy right now. I cannot believe that life could get any better!!!!

I think I've ruined everything. Yet again.

I shouldn't have told him why I was feeling sad because now he's all weird and a bit distancey again and stuff.

I hate hate HATE my life

I feel like I need to get a good update in. I haven't written properly on here in what is most probably an epic long time!

And what I would like to do now is have some amusing, happy or anicodatal story to tell, but I don't. Urgh.

Good news:

* Amy asked me to be Carys' Godmother
Wooooooooooooohoooooooooooooo! YEEHAH!

I'm actually majorly psyched about ( Read more... )

i'm so sick of having the piss taken out of me, and everything i do ridiculed, had to just storm out in some kind of childish huff because argh! If hurts me so much

I am unable to sleep. I'm alternating between watching biscuit eat her honey stick, and wondering why the people who got through to quiz call haven't worked out that you open a bottle of WINE!! ...Idiots

About two hours ago I got this overwhelming surge of loneliness. Result being that I feel awful and can't stop crying. Great.

It's been a while on here. Lack of internet, but new phone contract means i can use the internet on here, so that's all good! Today i'm not feeling so great. My tummy hurts and i'm feeling quite lonely. Sometimes living on my own isn't so great. I miss being loved. Sigh. However, up until today i've been rather happy, so i'm hoping i can get back ( Read more... )

I have GOT to stop eating or else I shall continue to be MEGA FAT! I hate being me :(