"I understand feeling as small and as insignificant as humanly possible. And how it can actually ache in places you didn't know you had inside you. And it doesn't matter how many new haircuts you get, or gyms you join, or how many glasses of chardonnay you drink with your girlfriends... you still go to bed every night going over every detail and ( Read more... )

it really bothers me sometimes when people don't follow through with what they say they are gonna do...  "talk the talk but can't walk the walk"...   "commitment vs. effort". however you wanna put it, you can say one thing but don't have the balls to do anything about it.    you can say all you want, that you're gonna do something... but it doesn't ( Read more... )

Lying beside you
Here in the dark
Feeling your heart beat with mine
Softly you whisper
You're so sincere
How could our love be so blind
We sailed on together
We drifted apart
And here you are
By my side

So now I come to you
With open arms
Nothing to hide
Believe what I say
So here I am
With open arms
Hoping you'll see
What your love means to me
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so many emotions going through me
i didn't mean to push you away
it's too hard
but i do understand
this has been one of the toughest things i've had to go through
i hope you know
this is nothing to do with you
it's personal
myself & i have got some straightening out to do
im gonna miss you
but i've got to get a move on with my life.

ill be here.

kase is movin out for good... :(
soo megan's movin back in with me, but we may have to  move somewhere else.
house hunting is the most annoying thing ever.

let's grow up, shall we?
people really confuse me.

my radio just turned on by itself.
scared the shit outta me...

um hi

my birthday is tomorrow

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

how could i be so stupid?
it's so obvious. 
welcome to reality.
you're so full of shit.
blah. life.
just lemme get over it.

a little over a week for the beach  :)

why is my nose stuffy? i just got over bein sick like a week n a half ago... maannnnn
hopefully just some allergies..

hammond tonight with the girls... should be a good time...

oh! we got " ( Read more... )

one month til mine, bonnie and daryl's bday!!!
Yeayyyyyyy!!!!!!!!

3 weeks til SPRING BREAK.
fantastic.

karaoke night tonight  :) wooo

it is amazing how everything happens for a reason

i can complain, cry, pout.. whatever... but that's not gonna get me anywhere... living my life is my priority right now.

starting this job

going to school
getting up in the morning
exercise
take care of myself
keep in touch with friends... have fun
it's kinda sad how i have to think about doing these things ( Read more... )

ohh man, this is hard ( Read more... )