November 1, 2008 ( Read more... )

i feel like shit. i dont know if i am ever going to come back. i just have to be strong but i can't. tengo ke aprender a vivir sin sus amores. i dont know if i will ever dry up at all. please god help me please. i know i never call u out but please help me because i have never been in so much pain. i really dont know how long it will take. I dont ( Read more... )

im just here to write random stuff. I guess i feel alone right now that is all. Everything i do is bad and stupid i suppose. i hate crying at moments like this after all i am just human. fuck i am so tired and i wish i could just be happy all the time. I wish i could always feel that hapiness inside of me. I feel im trying i really do. Fuck, i am ( Read more... )

I am not from this world......I lost my senses all of them.....i can't see no more or smell i lost my touch......I am shivering ...my hands are beginning to shake....I lost what i loved my most happy moments are now gone...i want to forget .....i still dont regret...but fuck i am fucked up inside....i lost my pump....i cant breath......fuck im ( Read more... )

(Just Like) Starting Over ( Read more... )

i guess i have 10 more minutes in this place i'll write anything to distract myself i guess.......san ysidro is nice reminds me of calexico. I met a lof of nice people. I asked a lot of questions about tijuana and the border. A guy freaked out when he saw all my stuff in the car "vives en tu carro" shit i said i was going on vacation or something. ( Read more... )

"pobre soniador ( Read more... )

is been a long time i have sat down and started to actually write on this journal. I am working right now(if u want to call this work) i am trying to be more positive than ever. I remember the old yayo u know the i hate this and that. i hate the government fuck the police fuck everything. Now that i have my baby at my side everything has changed. I ( Read more... )

This song i made for my son when he was still on my wifes belly. The funny thing is i started just playing chords and randomly singing u know messing around but trying to write a song in mind. i hit a good melody. I was inspired quickly thanks to my baby. The words just starting flowing little by little after that. Is like it was meant to be a ( Read more... )

ok wait a second ........what the fuck is that ? some sort of loud and scratchy music and the guitar is so distorted and what is that banging tacka tacka tacka tacka and u call that a singer? u call that a bass line? wait ! the singer is out of tune he can't sing for shit! everything is all wrong! the lyrics are just so scary. Everything is so ( Read more... )