I've spent so much of my life miserable and self depracating that it's hard to handel the joy that comes to me. I dont' know if it's the humand side of me that is constanly dissatified with life or my own crazy learned depressing urges. Can forced or fales happieness exsist; or is that joy just the pressurable aftermath of a gainfull situation. ( Read more... )

So much has changed since my last post. I’ve discovered so much about myself and surroundings that it feels like a paradyne shift. The world makes so much sense now and so do past pains and experiences. I now know who I am and what I’m capable of. I now understand the dynamics of influence and the systems control. I’ve only come to realize this ( Read more... )

A while ago i made a list of priorities i needed to complete in order to survive. I knew it was going to take a long time but somehow i didn't calculate how much time per day would be required.

[X] get A+ certified                       
[X] find job                                  
[X] pay off debit                           
[X] ( Read more... )

Women, you can't live with them and you can't drag them out of their house, by the hair kicking and screaming, tie them to a tree and run them down repeatedly with a Ford pick-up, forcing them to reflect on their irrationality that drove their partner to commit such a vulgar act of rage that would condemn him to no less then life in prison with no ( Read more... )

Well I just completed my first anime music video and I’m hosting it on my newly configured server. I don’t have a web site to hold it yet so I’m using my myspace profile to display. Once I have a larger collection of AMVs I’ll be sure to make a site for them. It kind of sucks that’s people know I have a server cause everyone is asking me to host ( Read more... )

my friend Ethan showed me a link that gave evidance to Led Zepplin distributing hidden satanic messages. Here is the link and the conversation that followed ( Read more... )

There's a shadow just behind me ( Read more... )

So, you've had enough of your current dead-end job, and you ( Read more... )

No, not Mime Time. It's time for another cool/stupid quiz.

You scored as Green. <'Imunimaginative's Deviantart Page'>

Democrat
100%
Green
100%
Socialist
50%
Communism
50%
Republican
33%
Anarchism
33%
Fascism
17%
Nazi
0%
What Political Party Do Your Beliefs Put You In?
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