I feel empty, alone, and let down. Kalum and I are fine. My mom is not the mom and grandmother I thought she would be. My best friend, or maybe former best friend doesnt really invest much time or energy in relationship maintenence. i feel like i am being phased out of everyones life that i have been there for. it sucks. im lonely.

keep your fingers crossed and think happy supportive thoughts for julie and kalum :)

an old friend i havent seen in years that i went to chool with all thru junior high and high school is in a boston hospital in the ICU being treated for a gunshot wound to the chest. he was always a really nice genuinely good guy. its wierd that i feel so emotional about this since it has been so long since i have seen him. i think its because i ( Read more... )

Yesterday when I got home from work this note was posted on the main door of our building, I literally laughed for about 10 minutes, alone in the hall way.


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I'm getting married November 7th 2009.

Cyndi, im sorry about sammy and im sorry your stuck in indy. *hugs*

i am exhausted and i cannot sleep at night. i am beside myself. i dont know what to do. this really sux. i have had about 8 hours of sleep in the lat 3 or 4 days. HELP!!!

I'M ENGAGED!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my mom has become more than just a social drinker. i think she drinks daily now and often gets tipsy if not flat out drunk. sometimes she will call when she is buzzed and wants to hav all these deep conversations about her new relationship and talk about what happened with her and joe and how much better off she is. i get aggravated when she does ( Read more... )

so yeah im in love. his name is kaylin. its happening very quickly but its mutual. in fact i now am a believer of love at first sight. there have been conversations...things that i am going to keep private because they were such intimate conversations. i will say i am optimistic about the future. this is something i have never experienced before. ( Read more... )

I'm falling in love....

Also Nightynight you are in my thoughts...just wanted you to know