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dare2dream79

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Jan 27, 2008 21:36

i am seeing someone exclusively. i have a boyfriend. he is a super awesome guy. very sweet and romantic. had a job, is good to his mom, and seems to have a good head on his shoulders. when we first met i felt like i met my soul mate. i felt something i havent felt before. i felt like finally i found "the one". the problem is i am running hot and ( Read more... )

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cyndi79 January 28 2008, 21:22:23 UTC

First off, I'm happy you found someone ( ... )

YES! dare2dream79 January 28 2008, 22:45:39 UTC

the first thing I thought of was me you and john as a matter of fact. I would never, ever put you or john in a situation when anyone was uncomfortable, i think thats the thing that bothered me most. i was thinking if it were the 3 of us i would be like "john lemme hang on to you, cyn can you give me a hand with this so i dont have to bend over"

i think that is a normal person way of dealing, but i cant help but get the feeling like she was trying to prove something to me. i should have just had the conversation with him and told him i was annoyed but how do you do that without seeming jealous or like i want him to choose or something, especially where we are so new. bottom line is it was inappropriate.

i only see him on the weekends because he works 2nd shift, but your right i think i am going to back off a little this weekend and spend some time with myself and elaine. thanks for your advice, i feel so lucky to have such awesome people in my life :) <3

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dare2dream79 January 28 2008, 22:52:34 UTC

marci is definitley a piece of work, and thats putting it lightly. and your so right, of course i am going to be annoyed, i dont know why i let myself get so worked up with normal occurances. i talked to my sister last night and she pointed out that we have moved into this whole relationship thing kind of fast and that im getting hit with a bunch of annoying things all at once instead of in incriments like a normally progressing relationship. so i am just going to give it time like you suggested and see what happens. i think part of my problem is i have gotten used to being alone and i FUCKING LOVE IT! lol i still want to be with someone but i have discovered i am quite an independant person.