I had to put my kitty mylo to sleep today. after the really bad penis infection he has gone way downhill. he wouldnt eat and he was having trouble with his bowels and he lost 3 pounds in a week. i am so heartbroken for my baby, i miss him :(

i took the new job and gave my notice at emerson thursday. i start at imaging associates on december 3rd. i feel such a sense of relief because the hospital was so bad wednesday i almost walked out.

something is wrong with my kitty mylo. he hasnt been the same since he had the really bad penis infection. he wont eat anymore. he literally will have a nibble of food and thats it. i am forcing water down his throat with a syringe, he feels so light and scrawny. i am so heartbroken. if i take him to the vet what will they do i wonder? keep him for ( Read more... )

i should be cleaning my apartment but i have no ambition, plu i woke up about 10 minutes ago. i miss me old bos wayne. we have a new lady and she is nice enough but all she does is sit in her office and then leaves really early. it feels like we dont even have a bos at all because we never see her. theres no more jokes no more emails, no funny ( Read more... )

oh and btw i had made plans for a date with a completely different guy than the one who got kind of creepy. anyways i cancelled with this guy too and he sends me an im today saying that i will never meet anyone, and he would wish me luck but i dont deserve it because i couldnt handle it. can i just say we chatted online ONCE. wtf

there are so many things running thru my brain. best friend and i spent the day on my couch just vegging, talking once in a while, watched borat to pass the time. we both did a load of laundry too. i love having laundry in my building, its the most awesome thing ever. her bf called while she was here. basically he needs a break to completely focus ( Read more... )

i cancelled with my friend this weekend. i was going to go to winthrop and spend the night on her boat but my best friend needed me. even though its a horrible situation i couldnt think of a better way to spend my weekend. i am so glad i could be there for her. im glad she let me be there for her. she is eating which also makes me happy. i cant ( Read more... )

i realized i dont really feel like dating right now. i thought i did, but i just dont want to be bothered right now. deep down i think i was hoping it would help me get over alan. i cant force my getting over. i was with him for a long time and i am older but i am not dead. i dont feel like rushing home after work to get ready for a date. i dont ( Read more... )

my lil retarded kitty mylo is staring at himself in the mirror, its pretty funny. i want to type stuff but i cant organize my thoughts. i dont know if i want to keep dating. i have plans with otis for friday but i think i may cancel. i feel pressure and i dont know why. he is looking for serious. i thought i ws too. now i have an icky feeling that ( Read more... )

1. i neglected to get gas after work, and then ran out of gas and had to pull over on the side of 495 ( Read more... )