THIS IS ME WHEN I WAS TRYING TO TELL MYSELF THAT I WAS OVER HIM AND THAT I COULD MOVE ON... WHEN IN ALL REALITY I CAN'T ( Read more... )

Yeah... Yesterday was fun... I woke up early and went to my sister's house so she could dye my hair... and then my niece and I went to the mall cuz that was the only place that wuld have a salon open to cut my hair... So i got my hair cut and I think it looks pretty good... I got good compliments on it so that's good... Then after that my niece and ( Read more... )

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Ok... well... I decided that tomorrow... I will let the person kno... I can't take it n e more... It's something that has to be done... I mentally can't take this n e more... Oh god how i don't want to do this... But I have no choice... Please don't be mad at me or hate me... cuz i dont hate u and im not mad at u... i just think its for the best... ( Read more... )

Well... Here we go again... Ashley is going crazy... He's gone... He won't be back for a week... He left today and I already miss him... One thing I thought was really weird was the fact that all I could think about yesterday was him and then on my way to work I was sitting in traffic for 35 fucken minutes and I turn my head over to just randomly ( Read more... )

1.) Usher - Burn ( Read more... )

Tonight, I learned a good lesson.... Who really are your true friends? It's like all the people I have know the longest r the people that don't really care about me at all......when i thought they did.... It's hard to accept....... but i now i know that once graduation day comes, the ONLY people i will give a hug to is Brian, Brie and Kirk.... They ( Read more... )

Remember six flags, when I was so sad and you were there for me? You walked around with me, with you arm around me for a half an hour? I remember that like it was yesterday... It was like u cared.... like u wanted me to feel better... like i meant something to u...... y can't it be like that? why? Why did things have to get fucked up with us? I ( Read more... )

I dont know how to feel right now... It seems that everyone loves hurting me or something.... i dunno.... like for instance.... Kirk and I r best friends.... and i just called him and he was being a jackass..... i just don't get it.... but i think it may be my fault cuz I haven't called him in a few days and i feel like since i missed out on those ( Read more... )

Ok... This is what I'm gonna do.... I was thinking about this earlier and I think I'm gonna start doing these types of entries periodically.... This is what i'm talking about:.............I will be dedicating songs that describe how i feel about each of my close friends..... and I will also put parts of the lyrics that actually remind me of the ( Read more... )