hmmm.... I dunno how to feel right now... lately I have been sooo busy.... like i dunno... everyone seems to all of a sudden wanna hang out with me.... whether it be britt,jana and brie... or brian and brad.... or jenny.... or danielle..... or kirk...or megan..... i dunno... i just feel bad when i tell someone i'll hang out with them or i'll call ( Read more... )

Y is it that I'm only mean to the people that I love? It's really weird... but it's true... and the people that I am mean to get all pissed at me when I am mean and then they don't want to talk to me n e more... I hate it but i can't help it.... it's just the way i am... i dunno.... I'll try to be nice to the both of u.... i promise....

I MEAN NOTHING TO YOU...TO YOU IM SHIT! I want to hate you so bad i really do i want to fucking hate you so bad it kills me inside....but i cant! ALL I WANT IS FOR ME TO MEAN SOMETHING TO YOU. I wish we were on the same path.... I CARE....you DONT care! and its a sad fucked up thing. I NEED YOU!.....i want you to need me...i thoguht you did...but ( Read more... )

Dear Diary,

Today I met a boy and I wondered if he noticed me... he took my breath away....

LMfao.... Funny song.... N e wayz... yeah many things have happened lately.... Right now I think Kirk is pissed at me, but oh well.. lmfao... And  yeah.... lately John has been pissing me off.... he thinks he can disrespect me and ohhhh nooooo ( Read more... )

Wow, I'm on a roll these last few days... I updated yesterday and now I'm updating today! I'm so proud of myself! lol! Ne wayz... Yeah..... Last nights entry was a very strong felt one... I'm glad I got all that stuff off my chest cuz I needed that stuff to be known.... But n e wayz.... Let's see here where can I start off.... Umm...

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Even though I sit there and make you upset, It's only because I love you... I do things because I care, and when you sit there and want to hurt yourself I get so upset because you mean so much to me... When you leave my house I want to leave with you... When you drop me off I just want to stay a few more minutes with you... We have so much fun ( Read more... )

Ok, where do I start... I haven't actually written in here in a long time... I just don't have the time n e more... I barely go online n e more and if i do it's late at night, i just dunno n e more... I've been so confused over everything... Like, I really wanna be best friends with Kirk again but I did some shyt to him that hurt him and we almost ( Read more... )

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I thought since it's V-day an all I would take a nice little V-day quiz... here u go...


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