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Work fucking makes me depressed sometimes. I thought about telling the guy I liked, that I do like him. But, now i dont feel like i should he doesnt seem to want to talk to me i can tense something when im near him like he just doesnt want to be there or something ( Read more... )

I dont even know how to put this into words, i never thought i would be typing this ( Read more... )

Should I be happy, really I believe I should be happy...but I feel like shit. The only time I am happy now is when I am on drugs. When im hella high and I can't even think. I want to tell someone. I know who he is, but I dont know if he will talk to me about it ( Read more... )

I am back at togos and i wil probably be there for the rest of my life. yes very sad.
Oh well. i think im going to quit swansons and work at la dip fondue i think that job would be preety sweet ass.
fer sure
im going to get shit face drunk this weekend at forebay. duhhh
yeah that is basically all the happiness i have for ya'll this weekend.

I dont know what i am supposed to be feeling right now but i feel hurt sad and broken. Kt is leaving that is going to suck. it just is going to suck suck suck.
>.< fuck texas whenever someone leaves they go to texas 3 times this has happened to me ( Read more... )

Im leaving togos tomorrow is my last day 11:30-5:00 ( Read more... )

My whole day today has been preety shitty ( Read more... )

I hated working yesterday i absolutely hated it. I wanted to get out early cuz i had so much shit to do when i got home. We didnt get out till after 10 but sheree let me leave early. Everyone was goofing off. And i got done at like 9:40 or something and then i did trash and everything i also had to do back floors. it was bullshit. I HATED IT SO ( Read more... )

WELL first yesterday was so much fun i went to work for only 3 hours easy bitch shift i didnt hate it though cuz i was tired of working mornings and i didnt want to close ( Read more... )