What you don't know about me is that I have an impeccable memory. Numbers and dates more than anything litter my mind. I remembered your birthday. It reminded me of the beach. It made me sad. Not because I miss you or because I want what I had back then, but because mostly what you don't know, is me. It makes me sad to think that any person thinks ( Read more... )

I'm sorry for anything and everything I did/said that ever hurt you. In the same regard, I forgive you for all of the hurt that I have kept buried. I can't let the bad affect me anymore. I can't let past bitterness and memories alter my decisions and actions of the present. Starting over fresh and naive, giving myself a chance to keep the joy that ( Read more... )

Last year was dull. I realize this after sitting here for the past half hour reading my journal from last year. So... 2 months huh? well 8 weeks I guess. This is my usual freak out point, but no sign of the usual commitmaphobic behavior. It's just easier this time around. The more time I spend with him the more sure I get of my future with him. I ( Read more... )

At what time is it acceptable to begin saying good morning" to a person?

Common Misconception #1: All people from Tennessee like country music.

There is nothing that I have to hide from him because I can tell him anything without worrying about how he will respond. There is nothing that fits under the category of "things I wish I could say," or " I wonder if... would make him stop loving me." I love that he trusts me enough to tell me things that he would never tell anyone else. I love ( Read more... )

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Commitment is scary enough when it's not on warp speed.

Positive self talk... I will be the best nurse/wife/mother/alesha...EVER!!!

Dude, it's just chocolate milk; it does not make you the messiah!

Skippy Duke is wiggley... very wiggley.

If it snows, I am moving to Costa Rica...

Why would the coffee bar be closed today?! I'm starting a protest

Now I am feeling sick. Today is an angry-sick day.

Positives:

My boyfriend is super,excellent at reading my mind, wants to marry me, and is undoubtedly my answered prayer.

My parents would do anything just to make sure that I am ok.

My sparkles make me smile everytime I look at them. <3 ( Read more... )

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As I was discussing funeral arrangements with a 48 year old patient's parents and young children, Twinkle Twinkle Little Star played over the intercom signifying a birth in the maternity wing.