i swear to god I feel I am the scapegoat in every aspect of my life. and the people blaming me finds out there wrong. they never ever say they're sorry for blaming me. this is why i am seriously starting to have my old high school attitude of hating everyone. i was a recluse then and I and i am destined to be recluse my whole life. actually i was ( Read more... )

29 years and i still have not learned. why do i always try and go for the guys who are NEVER interested in me. going on 3 years single now and it sucks. the last guy i tried to go for well lets just say he was and is my bartender who was always nice to me even would give me free drinks from time to time. i never thought anything of it in the first ( Read more... )

but this one is about the show BIG BROTHER ( Read more... )

yeah yeah i know its been a long time ( Read more... )

like truly madly deeply to the ends of the earth in love ( Read more... )

i was just wondering this only because i did it earlier today(sunday) even though i know its monday already. but still ( Read more... )

if you haven't tried it i don't recommend it ( Read more... )

i just learned this new and interesting word today ( Read more... )

talking to a really really old friend from school. we're talking i knew him in elementary school...sure he was couple years younger than me and i was mainly friend with his sister ( Read more... )

my boyfriend i mean...i think he may be the one that i actually stay with as much as i hate his eating habits or lack there of...i think he may be the one i stay with for a very long time. i don't know but but everytime i'm with him i just feel happy and whole and i just feel so so so so happy with him ( Read more... )