just feels good to know theres still a place to go and vent... if i needed to ;)

better... mostly

broken right now still sober still crazy still sad not gonna kill myself but god i wish i could still fighting not sure what anymore(if i ever knew in the first place)still trying to find a reason to keep trying still thinking that this is all to much work sometimes i just want take that needle and make sweet love to it it would help me throu ( Read more... )

well,
here i am back again where are all my lj friends i miss you guys these real life people i've been hanging out with are kinda driving me nuts

aaaahhhhhh ( Read more... )

Step one you say we need to talk ( Read more... )

so, another year has past i don't if i'm any better off then the last time i wrote in this thing but i do feel a little less crazy mostly because of the fact that i quit all the hard drugs and i don't hang out with any of my old crazy friends... well maybe i am better off now i still don't have a job but i will soon hopefully anyway this is me ( Read more... )

Where'd you go ( Read more... )

happy birthday