My last post was in the beginning of a new month, just as this one is. I've been pretty blah. I guess I could say depressed. The more I think about where my life can go, the less I care. I guess that's why I live day to day. I'll be returning home soon; back to a life of boring. I'll fucking deal.

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I haven't been home in a long time. I last posted about how I was going to aquire some money. I got the money, $1,000, and I headed out to a friend's house: Kenny's. Been chilling here and at other friend's houses for nearly 3 weeks. I love being away from home. I didn't realize how horible it was there until I let loose. I've nearly spent half the ( Read more... )

I just woke up. I first went to check to see if my phone had been paid for, which it hasn't. then I went to the computer and found my sister inviting me to go to dinner. I declined. I was invited to this dinner yesterday too, I declined then as well. So I call my mom and ask her if she plans to pay my phone bill.. "No, I thought you said you don't ( Read more... )

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I let Josh spend the morning/night. We were watching a movies, The watchmen, over at dexter's apartment. We smoked, so josh got tired and passed out, as he normally does when he smokes. Dexter and I stayed up because we thought the movie was real entertaining. Anyways, by the time the movie ended, it was 5am. I had to wake josh up to get me home, ( Read more... )

Not much to talk about on the topic of joe and my mother. They go to work, I stay at home. This is the ideal situation I knew would come around eventually. It does have a drawback though, I'm pretty un-entertained aka, bored. I guess I shouldn't look this 'gift horse' in the mouth. I'll be in school for a long time after it starts on August 22nd. I ( Read more... )

It's been nearly a month since I moved in. I feel like they've really just given up on me. Don't get me wrong, that's what I want. They stopped bothering me, urging me to get a job, and urging me to take summer classes. I'm a little bit more chill with Joe, which I guess will happen over time. I guess those few joints hes smoked with me may of ( Read more... )

A lot of days have gone by since I posted. I haven't been busy. In fact, I've been doing just the opposite; My days have been full of nothingness and boredom. This last week has been spent with a friend, Derek, who came down for a little over a week. Every day around 3pm or so I'd go over to where he was living and spend all day there till my ( Read more... )

The last three days have been full of work. Its all I've been doing since the week started. I'm working at Joe's company (pompano engineering). I'm not the guy sitting at the computer, or organizing shit inside; I'm the guy who works outside with three spanish speaking, english lacking brothers. They're alright guys, but who wants to work outside ( Read more... )

Today has been alright. On the topic of Joe, I've only seen him once since I woke up at 2:30. I knew I was suppose to get up early to work on the beach house but since I went to bed at 5:30 (so says my mother) she knew I wouldn't actually wake only after having just three hours of sleep. Before going to bed last night, I started to download a movie ( Read more... )