Wow. I can't beleive it's only seven days 'til I head out to Minnesota. I haven't finished packing, I haven't said goodbye to everyone, I haven't copied all my backup files to CD...There's so much to do ( Read more... )

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WELL, FUCK YOU TOO

O_O

Dude, I just did five cartwheels in my livingroom and didn't break my neck.

I haven't don't cartwheels since I was....nine?

BIZARRE.

Maybe I should get back into gymnastics and enroll in martial arts?

I need to do SOMETHING to keep in shape.

OH.

I think I got Jeff fired, too. Good. Asshat.

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If there was ever a time when I just really needed a hug, this would be it. Sounds a bit odd coming from someone who generally doesn't like being touched. Touch can control. It can cloud your senses and your sense of self and allow an outsider to get too close and take what isn't rightfully theirs to take, be it your virginity or your heart ( Read more... )

I need someone that I choose to devote my life to. Not someone who wants to devote their time and/or money to me. I need a partner, a friend, more than I need a boyfriend. I need someone who will just be there for me when i need them, not someone attached to my leg in a goddamn humping motion. I need someone who can get me out of a bind, not ( Read more... )

Ever fallen for someone you knew from the start you just SHOULDN'T have? And I mean a dead certain gut feeling that this person was just GOING to be more trouble than their pathetic life is obviously WORTH ( Read more... )

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I'm wondering if Rachel is really saying these terrible things, or is Jeff lying to me? Either way, I can't handle being stuck in the middle of this. I think I need a break from it all, but I don't know if I can. Jeff is almost convinced I'm going to break up with him soon, and just hearing that from him makes me wonder why I haven't done it ( Read more... )