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Awkward.......
Today just has been one awkward days...I mean from getting to work to getting home...its just weird. Okay...lets see. From the start...I had one of my least liked co-workers call me. I did offer to purchase a dollar coffee for her. So she ends up calling me ...and I was still at home...having fun with my kitties! So its just like yeah. So I ( Read more... ) -
Anxiety...Stress...and Fear
The past weeks have been something like the Divine Comedy...in reverse of course. I was in Heaven...and then I travelled to Purgatory and now I'm making a slow descent into Hell. Inevitably, I know that I'll go through it the proper way...but right now I'm finding things to be very very hard and unbearable. Life is just going here...and I find ( Read more... ) -
Another Lonely New Years
Welp...it was indeed too good to be true. Me and the b/f broke up this Tuesday...or I derno. The whole realm of this "putting the relationship on hold" thing has never really been something I understand ( Read more... ) -
The Dangit Colds and Crazy Ass Nurses...with Great News
Well...Livejournal must not like Yahoo Photos...since I've tried to post pics on here. Well those who are elite enough to see them...got to see them. So it don't matter anyways. This might not even be a long enough entry...and I might have to continue it later ( Read more... ) -
The Return of the Cynic
Hmm...and I thought I'd never say this again. But I guess after all the things I have been through...it was bound to happen again. I heard my friend Gerard say "Looks like we are loosing her to the darkness again, and there isn't anything we can do about it." It depressed me alot...and everyone says its up to me to choose how I feel...how I act ( Read more... ) -
...i just....wanna break....away....
I have no idea of what to do now. Its like things should be resolved...but internally for me at least...they aren't. Its like this weird flat note thats stuck in the air. I can hear the wind outside of my apartment...I just remember that in my old place...it would rattle the glass...so much I would be scared that the window would blow out. ( Read more... ) -
Too Busy.....ARG!!!!!!!!!!!
Okies...these past few days have just been...hellish to say the least. I'm barely enjoying my free time anymore. I've been sending out copies of my resume and cover letter right. But guess what. Either the people just don't want to take the time to try to open up the file ( which is a Word Perfect file...which is what I don't get?! WHY DID THE ( Read more... ) -
Why Do We Fall?
To learn how to pick ourselves up ( Read more... ) -
I'm Perplexed
SOX WIN!!!!!!!!!!! 5-3...OH YEAH BABY ( Read more... ) -
Another Saturday Morning....Afternoon.
Well I haven't updated...and so I shall today ( Read more... )