I have not posted to you Jounal, sorry ( Read more... )

Wow... I haven't updated in about a month or MORE ( Read more... )

Well Edward ScissorHands is now over... I seem to get sorta depressed after a great show!! I miss all of the cast and everyone!!! It turned out to be a great production ( Read more... )

As I mentioned before about body waxing, that it hurts. for the past week i've been waxing different parts of my body and I hope today was the end of that. Friday- My legs( ankles,calf, thigh and side of hip) Tuesday, my back and arm pits. today O.O my ass and my bikini line, all around. Omg...today was the most painful one... I now look good.. ( Read more... )

Well yesterday, work was Blah... my legs are soar... my body aches... BUT ( Read more... )

yesterday... omg!!! I did 10 dances! I wanted to DIE! ... not to mention people saying, "Jay you look like shit." Just didn't help ( Read more... )

All of you people out there who have been with me through these times, I LOVE YOU ( Read more... )

Well things have gone as I suspected... I feel like fucking shiT ( Read more... )

I hate the human nature dependency of emotional need. I believe, think, and know that I get attached sort of quickly and for the most part I end up getting hurt. I've learned to back off on people, but then that's when I realize that maybe I’m just not communicating or it may be the reason why I may be single. I wish I knew where I stood in ( Read more... )

it's been a while since my last update ( Read more... )