Trudging through,
Day by day,
Saying "I don't care".
It gets tiring,
This act I put up,
To fool you.
You see me,
And talk to me,
But you don't know me.
You don't know anything.
You've never seen me cry,
You don't know my secrets.
You will probably never,
Know me.

I would...
Do anything,
Just to make you happy.
Go anywhere,
Just to see your face.
Protect you,
From anything you fear.
Trust you,
With everything I have.
Give you,
All I have to give.
Love you,
With all my hear and soul.
If only you were mine.

Drowning in the silence,
I need to hear your voice.
Suffocating on emptiness,
I wish I could feel you next to me.
Holding you close,
Whispering in your ear,
Hearing you whispering back.
Happiness,
Pure bliss,
Together with you.

I look up,
Our eyes meet
You smile,
And my heart's racing.
I look down,
Blushing,
And hope you don't notice.
I glance up at you, 
Shy,
And notice
That you've moved on.
Another girl,
Another smile,
Another broken heart.

the look in your eyes.
the cute smile on your face.
the giggle at my goofiness.
the way you look at me.
the way our lips meet,
an explosion of emotions.
I just can't contain my love for you.

(funny thing about this, I have no idea who wrote it. I left my book in class one day, and when I got it back this poem was in it.)

Unsure of
What to do,
What do say next,
About my feelings.
Afraid of
Who I am,
Where I'm going,
In the crazy world.
Determined to
Prove everyone,
My father,
Wrong.
Thinking about
The future and
What to do next.
Living for
Myself
The moment
Today.

Sitting in the stands,
Waiting for showtime,
And when it comes,
You're excited.
You stay uniform,
"Don't break!",
But inside you're bouncing.
It's your first halftime
And you can't wait.
You step onto the field,
With pride.
You're marching out
With the rest of your
Family.
And you're proud.
Proud of your ability,
And proud of your

Sitting in the back of the class
Does not determine the kind of student I am.
What I do in my free time
Does not determine what I'll grow up to be.
The words you say to me today
Won't change who I am tomorrow.
I decide who I want to be.
My words, and my actions,
Will determine my life.

I'm going do update all the posts that I haven't been posting...It's been since like....january, so there are a lot! So just bear with me and I'll post them all... thanks, guys ~ 

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