The films that play behind my eyes
They aren't happy, they aren't my lies
They're my worst fears, my scary thoughts
My secret hopes, my evil plots
So when I lay me down this night
I pray my dreams don't end in fright

Hiding from my nightmares
Barely breathing in the day
Nothing I can do
But wish sickness away
I try not to cry about it
I try not to be scared
But deep inside I wonder
Does anyone care?

A soft touch
A caring glance
A meaningful smile
All fake.

Shared secrets
Shed tears
Smiling faces
Shattered.

Bright eyes
Broken dreams
Best friends
Bullshit.

Back to pretending
A fake smile
Clothes that hide the cuts
A laugh that hides the tears
A fake persona to hide the hurt
A fake me to make up for what I've done
Twenty-six more lines
Back to 'normal'

This is for you
If you hate the heart inside

For you
If you only want to hide

For you
If you hate being alone

For you
If you're in a broken home

For you
If you're tired of living a lie

For you
If you hate the face you hide

For you
If you can't go on

For you
If you can't survive

For you
If death is an escape.

Be strong.

I miss you
Come home
I need your arms around me

Kiss me
And stay
Keep your arms around me

Hold me
Don't go
Don't leave me like the last time

Love me
I'll love you
Let's make this last a lifetime

I've fallen from grace
Still falling away
I'm hiding my face
Unsure what to say
I'm afraid to love
So scared to be played
So close to hope
And running away
Don't want to be touched
Might lose all my faith
Hiding from hell
Still making my way
Alone in the world
No way to escape

Hot like ice,
A burning passion.
So in love,
My heart keeps beating.
You're my life,
The only reason.
You're in my heart,
You're on my mind.
My love is yours,
And you are mine.
Forever and always,
Suspended in time.

Broken by the world,
Harsh words,
Sharper than knives.
Unable to ever heal,
Myself.
Looking for someone to stitch me up,
Hoping for someone to understand.
And always left,
Disappointed.

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