the night is yours alone

Aug 30, 2011 20:19

There are trying times ahead in my life. I live with the woman I love and she loves me in return. But things aren't going as smoothly as we had both thought. We argue enough, usually over email. I haven't told her that my symptoms have come back. She needs to know these things and I need to trust that she won't run away scared of me. But I hold on ( Read more... )

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reignst0rm August 31 2011, 00:38:54 UTC
I often keep things from my boyfriend and put on a 'happy face' when he gets home. I'm still not sure, after 6 years, that he can tell when I'm at my worst.

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dark_fall August 31 2011, 00:50:04 UTC
I haven't told her my voice has been back for a few weeks and I've been taking the double dose of meds like I'm supposed to and its still not helping. We've got a lease to share until April next year, we'll see what happens between now and then. I may end up buying a new futon and sleeping in the guestroom where my computer and books all are right now. And a bunch of boxes we haven't unpacked yet. I don't know what will happen when our lease is up. I wish I had an answer, but right now, it just doesn't feel like things are working well.

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