I don't know what to do. I could suffer through the end of this lease, move in with my brother, and stay there for awhile to build up some savings and maybe get my own place.

Or I could go there and fail horribly and end up under my brother's care as I eke out a life on disability. I don't want that, but I know there's a chance it could happen.

I'm in a strange place. At first, I was a little bothered at the thought of sleeping in the guestroom. Surprisingly enough, we haven't argued about anything since I started doing that, almost two weeks ago now. I'm still keeping my brother on hold in case I do move back in with him. I told him I'd give him some notice. He wants to wall off part of ( Read more... )

Things may be improving on the home-life. Not sure quite yet, but we'll see what happens.

I may or may not be moving back in with my brother. I can sense that things are getting worse for me. Harder to control and stay in line with normality. I was driving home today and passed a truck on the side of the road. I saw a man standing in front of it, then as I got closer, he was gone. I think he was one of the shadow people, but this one ( Read more... )

My brother has changed plans to a way that will give me more space. We just have to figure out what to do about his cats and their litter box. I can go back to using one, maybe two, and my two cats will have plenty of space to run around and play. Although my older cat is nearly 13 and doesn't run around so much anymore. I don't know if he's told ( Read more... )

I've been sleeping on my own since Friday night. I'm not sure why. Apparently in the night, I talk, snore, have my sleep apnea machine going, and I sometimes hit her, usually in the side, but once in the face. So I guess she's getting her space like she wanted. And what do I get? Not a damn thing. Fantastic.

I'm one step closer to living at my brother's house again until I can save up some money to get my own place once again.

Well I'm sleeping on my own tonight. Not sure how that will work out or what will happen between us. Maybe it'll be good since she can finally get some sleep. Apparently I've been hitting her in my sleep and waking her up with talking in my sleep as well. I got a futon today though, so its kind of come full circle. I don't know how long this will ( Read more... )

I don't know what to say.

I'm tempted to call my brother up and ask him to build that room for me that he was going to build while I lived there for something long term. I paid him $200 a month, which was supposed to go to building the room, but it never happened. I moved out and they quickly built a screened in porch back there. It was done about a month after I moved out ( Read more... )