Happy 2006 everyone. I have no idea what this year has in store for me, I'm trying to plan to go back to school but that seems to be harder than first expected, but I will be back doing something, I don't care what because I want this to be the year that I either quit walmart or know that it's only a matter of finishing school. I also resolved ( Read more... )

I had a low key interesting day. I got up rather early, well I guess 8:30am isn't really all that early but it was a lot sooner than I expected to get up. I did errands, which I really had had no intention of doing, then I came home. I hung up some lights, had lunch with Jaime, saw Whitney, and then thought that I would spend the rest of the day ( Read more... )

Hey thanks for all the merry christmas wishes ( Read more... )

Well it's finally Christmas, came so fast. I'm so not into it at all, I mean I have Christmas spirit, I just don't care about decorations, or gifts all that kinda stuff. So things are going both amazaingly and eh, at the same moment. I feel like the next few weeks are going to be sort of crazy. I haven't felt so alive and happy and open to life ( Read more... )

walmart still sucks! Ok so having a walmart christmas party is a very dumb idea, but hey no one asked me when I would have a holiday party. Saturday was crazy at work, it was just crazy, and I cried (just a little bit though). Saturday night was fun, the yankee swap was more fun than I expected, and I think everyone had a good time, well almost ( Read more... )

hmmm, so thinking about relationships, what I want from whoever it is I'm with next (some of this I've had some I haven't ( Read more... )

I'm feeling much better tonight, so I'm sort of nervous that I'm going to wake up at 4am throwing up. That's how it works with me, I start to feel better than wham I'm sick, but hopefully not. I was getting an upset stomach when I ate, but that seems to have passed. No I am not pregnant, and yes I am sure of this. that being said I am kind of ( Read more... )

I was thinking last night that I'm actually beginning to really put into practice that whole putting things in their place thing. Then today I had that moment of clairty about the fact that it's really true that I have been doing a lot of blaming my mother for my own behavior and I'm not going to do that. That part of me is gone, I forgive my ( Read more... )

Nip Tuck was awesome tonight...at least I thought it was! I was thrown my the ending, not sure if I like it or not, it's certainly creepy. Anyway so yea that was a good one, they're getting better, it was kind of boring for a while. Anyway off to do whatever...sit in the livingroom with Jaime and eat crackers hahaha then bed ( Read more... )

Today was just one very long day. I had an anxiety attack at work, which really sucks ass, got my period (better a day late than never I guess), and it was stupid and understaffed. So work was a long day, plus I opened so I was a little tired. Of course I'm still trying to sort out my feelings about a few things, and that seems to just be harder ( Read more... )